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Crying on my birthday............pretty fucked up if you ask me.

Dir en grey
Rinkaku. That's all I'm saying.

I did it!!!!

Exactly two weeks when I started to today I wrote 82,121 words! My story ain't done but today was the last day of camp and damn it feels fucking great! In celebration, ima hit the beers!

Found this on Tumblr and thought it would be fun
I used my real name for this because Yume is far too short to do anything with!

Spell your name with titles of your favourite songs.

P- Pledge by The Gazette
R- Rasetsukoku by Dir en Grey
I- I by Alice Nine
S- Squall by D'espairsRay
C- Crying Rain by Girugamesh
I- Itoshi Hito by Miyavi
L- Life by SID
L- Loreley by L'arc-en-ciel
A- Art of Life- X Japan

Now a Dir en Grey one because they rule

P- The Pledge (The doesn't count!)
R- Raison Detre
I- Inconvenient Ideal
S- Sajyo No Uta
C- Cage
I- Increase Blue
L- Lotus
L- Lie Buried with a Vengeance
A- Akuro no Oka

The first list was fairly easy but Dir en Grey's was particularly tricky. There isn't many I titles and I had to choose between Increase Blue and I'll. If I chould choose two I would choose both but that's not the name of this game! For L it had to be Lotus and Lie Buried with a Vengenace because they do not have any other L tilte songs. So yea..............I still had fun with this. Some of these songs were a no brainer really. ^__^

0:08:25:30.............................Let the countdown begin!

I want to first start off by saying when D'espairsRay announced their disbandment back in June of last year, I was devastated. I saw them live during multiple occasions and the thought of the four of them not making music together anymore, left me extremely saddened. I knew of HIZUMI'S throat condition and I had to accept their disbandment for the sake of his health. Not to say if they disbanded because of other reasons, I would have hated them because that is certainly not the case. I could never hate them. Now to my point of this rant.

I recently came across someone's blog saying that although HIZUMI did have throat problems, that was not the reason for their disbandment. I have heard all kinds of craziness from the fans as to why they really decided to call it quits but this new one has left me speechless. I don't know if this person actually believes the nonsense they wrote or they are saying it merely to make themselves feel better. Either way, I want to say it's just utter bullshit. I like to rely on FACTS and not someone's made up fantasy. Like back in November when they said HIZUMI married some girl's sister from that Morning group, whatever they called. A band will not break up if a member marries. Come on. They have been together 10+ years to let something like that ruin the band. There are a bunch of J-rockers that are married and with kids. Fans don't like to think about it so they delude themselves into thinking they single so they can have a shot at them. Please. Be real now. Another reason was that there were discords between the members. This was also a little hard to believe because why would they hold a fan event after their breakup if they couldn't stand to see each other? Makes no sense and this is another baseless excuse to not believe HIZMUI was sick and he needed to get help.

Now, in this person's blog that I had so happened to stumble upon, said that D'espairsRay broke up not because of HIZUMI'S voice, but because management was taking their profits and not giving them their money. Really? And where did they hear this information? Some people commented and asked this blogger and the response they got was you'll never hear this in the media because they won't talk about the corruption in the music business. Not once did they name their source even after several people asked where they was getting their information from. To me, this signifies another baseless lie. I don't know this person personally, never met them, never read their blog contents until this one page. But if you say something and don't give a source or at least tell people, "Yea I work with D'espairsRay directly and I overheard them saying this" then you have no right to be saying these things! I think the reason this got to me so much was because like I said, I believe in facts. Fact is HIZUMI did have a throat problem and I don't know if he has recovered fully or not because the man himself did not say so. Fact is he is designing his own things under Umbrella. Of course he will not say the band broke up because management is stealing their money. I just don't understand WHY this blogger would say something so ridiculous and have the guts to say this was the real reason D'espairsRay broke up. My mind can't wrap around this at all. I have tried to look up any information about this so called reason and of course came up empty handed. There will be no source claiming that this was in fact the real reason because it is not. Unless you show me some damn fucking proof, I will not believe it. People have to stop being gullible as well and not eat up the lies this person is saying. But after all that is their blog and they could say whatever the hell they want. As can I in Livejournal.

Fullmetal Alchemist
So I walked into FYE today, hoping to get Tales of Vesperia: The First Strike and I walked out with Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood OVA Collection.

I am quite satisfied with my purchase since I am a huge Fullmetal Alchemist fan; loved the manga, loved the original anime series, loved Conqueror of Shamballa, loved Brotherhood, loved The Sacred Star of Milos, and I am pretty sure I will love the OVA collection as well. Tomorrow I will go to Best Buy, hopefully find Tales of Vesperia, use my $5 reward and get it for 20 bucks. Let's see how that goes.

話題の提供: Love Me Tender
What is your favorite Elvis Presley song?
Suspicious Minds hands down. I love a lot of his songs though. I grew up listening to his music. But suspicious minds always gets to me and stays on repeat for a long time.

Tyler Perry
So I came across a random post on a random blog, talking about Tyler Perry's sexual orientation. Tyler Perry known for his character, Madea, has had a string of successes over his movies that were once played on stage. I am a fan of his works. I seen a few of his plays, watched his movies as they came out, and ultimately look forward to his works. I don't watch his TV Shows though because to me, they are not funny. Anyway! I stumbled on this person's blog talking about how he's in the closet and he might never reveal that he's gay. Excuse me. Do you know him personally? I don't think so. What are you judging this on? Appearances? Behavior? Speech? Lemme tell you something, being gay doesn't make a person a certain way. Not all people who prefer the same sex, dress, look, or even act the same. So where are your ideas coming from? I wanted to post on this person's blog, but the date was posted March of last year and there are so many comments both negative and positive. Quite a few people expressed the same opinion as mine, so I choose not to post anything. They already done it for me. But it bothered me so I decided to post it here on my own 'blog' if you will. But the topic didn't make any sense to me really.

Lemme ask a question. Will the people celebrate if he announces he's straight? Will people hate and discriminate against him if he announced he's gay? What makes people think he should even make a statement on his sexual orientation? Do straight people go around telling the media that they're straight? No, they don't. So why should gay people announce anything about who they sleep with in bed? It isn't anyone's business really and whatever he does, should stay private. I personally don't care if he's straight, gay, or doesn't sleep with anybody. What right as his audience, do we have in asking him a private question?

Before people starts talking shit about anything, they should put themselves in his shoes. Would you like thousands of people asking you what are your personal preferences? Would you mind going on national television and proclaiming something you've known since as long as you remember, just to please people other than yourself? It's just mind-boggling how selfish people are. They should just shut up and mind their own business. Who cares if he's gay, straight, or a purple alien! Just watch his fucking movies, plays, TV shows, or don't watch them at all. Judge him from your safe environment where there's no spotlight on your stupid ass.

[MEME] Super Seme, Seke, Super Uke?
[ ] You like to be content in everything.
[ ] When a person confesses their love to you and you don't like them, you start feeling very tense and/or you don't know what to say.
[ ] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
[ ] You are quite hyperactive.
[ ] If you don't like something, you start crying and you don't care if you start talking too loud.
[ ] You love candies or any type of caramel.
[ ] You like making others blush.
[ ] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand.
[ ] You're usually shy with the opposite gender.
[ ] You like romantic-funny anime.
[ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L.
[X] You have listened to An Cafe.
[X] You like listening to it.
[ ] You have one or two songs on your computer of An Cafe.
[ ] You are innocent and/or a little clumsy.
[X] You smile at kitties.
[X] You usually say "kawaii".
[X] You like plushies.
[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot.
[ ] You have been lost in a shopping centre/parking/cinema.
[ ] You have called the mistaken number twice or more.
[ ] You cried with Pocahontas' ending.
[ ] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt.
[ ] You call your pets cute names.
[ ] You believe that yaoi is the best.
[ ] You're easy to trick/convince.
[ ] Some men scare you.
[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it.
[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers.
[ ] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space.
[X] You've said "kya" or something like that before.
[ ] When a person of the same gender gets angry with you, you're at the defensive.
[X] You like j-pop.
[X] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series.
[] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa.
[ ] You smile for no reason.
[ ] You usually are very positive.
[ ] When there's a rainbow, you run out to see it.
[ ] You usually don't understand what your parents say.


30 = Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Seme-uke (Seke)
10-19 = Seme
10- = Super Seme

8 :-/ Does that mean I'm super, super seme? lol. I didn't even think I would crack 5 lol. This was fun